Re: R.I.P. Paul Kantner
Thanks for posting that. No mandolin content in Jefferson Airplane as far as I know (though Barry Mitterhoff has been playing with Hot Tuna for years), but JA affected a lot of people in a lot of ways. I haven't been to the Café much lately, bit I did write a piece concerning my encounter with Paul Kantner and posted it on facebook. Unless I'm forgetting someone, he was the last surviving musical icon from the 60s with whom I've had any substantial interaction, so I'm taking it a little hard. I'd also hoped our path would cross again so I could tell him the following story - not that he'd have remembered, but I imagined he would have found it amusing. I hope you do.
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I am greatly saddened by the death of Paul Kantner. He was probably my favorite member of my favorite band from the San Francisco psychedelic scene. I saw them and Grateful Dead play a few concert in an open-air plaza at Montreal Expo in August 1967 – my second rock concert (the first being The Byrds in 1965 on the “Turn! Turn! Turn!” tour) and a transformative experience. I didn’t get into The Dead until later, after they became the standard bearer for that scene, having outlasted the rest of those bands. But Jefferson Airplane suited me, with their disparate, nearly chaotic brilliance, and some of my favorite songs were written by Kantner. He was the main songwriter on my favorite album of theirs, “After Bathing At Baxter’s,” and his delightfully discordant mishmash of two songs, "Won't You Try / Saturday Afternoon," is one of my all-time favorites Jefferson Airplane songs, and probably plays in mind more than any other song in their catalogue. If I may paraphrase something from Joni Mitchell: Love is touching souls, and surely he touched mine.
This is a hell of a way to spend Throw Back Thursday. I wish we could truly throw it back, turn back the hands of time and bring Paul Kantner back. The best I can do is tell this story, which goes way back to another era. This picture shows what I looked like at the time - and still do, if you look closely enough.
By some odd meanderings of fate I got to meet him once. It was the fall of 1970 and I was just out of high school. For reasons and through methods unimportant to delve into at this time I was living in a small town in Marin County, called Bolinas. It was an out-of-the-way village, populated by fishermen and similar working class people, until hippies and artsy people – poets, artists, musicians - started moving in, getting out of the city to a more natural environment. It was a pleasant drive along the coast or over part of Mt. Tamalpais to get there. The downtown area was just a few streets of mostly residences, and a road led up through eucalyptus groves to a mesa area. I was couch-surfing between a poet friend named Bill who lived downtown and another who lived up on the mesa – Joanne Kyger, a beautiful spirit incarnated in a somewhat older woman, who became the inspiration for the female lead character in Richard Brautigan’s “Watermelon Sugar. (OK, I was there hoping to meet him, and though I never did, I did meet Lawrence Ferlinghetti, which was a thrill for this budding poet.)
My downtown friend, Bill, hosted weekly poetry readings. Everybody was encouraged to participate, in any way they wanted. Sometimes there would be some music at the end, after people were done reading. Sometimes I summoned up the courage to share my poetry or jam a bit. I’d been playing just a bit more than two years and was not very good yet, by my reckoning, but if properly encouraged by various inebriants or other participants, I might join in. That wasn’t the main thrust of these gatherings, though – they were verbal, whether literary or social, fueled by wine and sometimes weed.
One evening as things were winding down, readings were done and people were drinking and chatting – a few people came by, looking to register people to vote. There was an election coming up for the school board president, and a teacher was running against a policeman, a pretty clear-cut case of liberal versus conservative, prompting these people to make an effort to get liberals involved. A couple people signed up, and someone asked, “Have Paul and Gracie registered?” I soon found out they meant Paul Kantner and Grace Slick from the recently disbanded Jefferson Airplane, who it turned out were renting a house at the end of the street right by the water. Someone said they had not, someone suggested they head down there, and I asked if I could come along. So off we went.
Imagine how astonishing yet utterly natural it was for a knock on a door to lead to it being opened by one of the great rock icons of the psychedelic era. He wasn’t the least bit fazed by strangers showing up unannounced, and once he learned the reason for the visit, he welcomed us in. We found ourselves in the bedroom, and to the left was an enormous open room, probably forty or fifty feet long and twenty feet wide, with microphones set up all around it and a lot of guitars and other instruments scattered about. Grace Slick was sitting on the far side of the king-size bed. Paul was well-known for being politically minded, and invited us to sit while we discussed this small-town issue with the same interest he might have devoted to national or international matters. Grace, however, was about seven months pregnant with the child they were reportedly planning to name “god” (they would relent, naming her “China”), and was a bit irritated because she wanted to take a shower but there was no hot water, so stayed out of the socializing. Paul was a gracious host, and once politics had run its course as a topic, moved on to other subjects of conversation.
After a while he said, “Anyone want to smoke some Michoacan?” He rolled a couple of joints and sent them around. Everyone (except Grace) was having a good time, chatting about all sorts of things. A little while later Paul asked, “Anyone want to do some cocaine?” He produced three small glass vials – one organic, two synthetic, which he said were 65% an 100%. He wouldn’t share the 100%, saying it would “rip your nose out.” But he let anyone who wanted help themselves to the other two. I hadn’t seen any cocaine in a year or more, so I had a field day with this opportunity. My memories after this point are a little hazy, understandably. I do recall heading up the road to the mesa to Joanne’s house, and somewhere along the way I happened to look up through a gap in the trees and saw a striking constellation. I lay down in the middle of the road and drew a picture of it so I could find out which it was later. I was buzzed enough that I gave each star its distinct personality. It turned out this was Orion, one of the most recognizable constellations. I have no idea why it hadn’t made an impression on me before this, but it certainly did then.
I never saw Paul again. I went by once or twice, but no one answered. I don’t know what I would have done had he done so. My skills as a musician were still undeveloped, and though I had written a few songs, some of them pretty good, I don’t know how well I might have been able to present them to someone whose musical prowess humbled me. I began spending more time with friends in Oakland, and eventually went on a few hitchhiking adventures, and didn’t get back to Bolinas for a couple of years. Of course, Paul and Grace were long gone. Over the years, whenever I would struggle with my musical career (an ongoing challenge) and regret (another one), it was easy to point to this occasion and chide myself for not hanging in there a bit longer to take advantage of this potential opportunity. I let myself off the hook by averring that I wasn’t ready musically, though I am also well aware that a lot of people less advanced than I, even at that point, have not let such considerations dissuade them. But had I done so, and taken that path rather than this one, then I never would have done what I’ve done, gone where I’ve gone, seen what I’ve seen, and met whom I’ve met – including you. I hope you appreciate that. And while I had long hoped to meet Paul Kantner again and tell him this story, such was never to be, and now never will.
Epilogue: When the first Jefferson Starship album, “Blows Against The Empire,” came out, I realized at least part of it had been recorded in that room. It’s really cool to know I had been that close to something so special in music history. And that line, “Have you seen the stars tonight?” has a special personal resonance for me. Also, in the liner notes to JA’s 1969 album there was a small section containing each member’s nonsensical response to the nonsensical question, “What is your favorite stripe of the flag?” Paul Kantner said, “Michoacan.” Apparently he was quite fond of either that Mexican state or its products.
Another favorite from that album is “Watch Her Ride,” about as strange, disjointed, and unromantic a love song as any ever – and wonderful all the same. This taped performance on a Perry Como TV special from 1968 is amusing. The band mimes their way through it (SOP at the time), amidst blasts of presumably psychedelic color. You can tell they know this is absurd.
But that's just my opinion. I could be wrong. - Dennis Miller
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