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Scott Tichenor
Feb-29-2008, 8:40pm
Dear friends,

I am hoping someday to be the "Hear ye, hear ye" bearer of the great news that Butch is cancer free. For now, I am stuck in the chemo/MRI/labwork cycle that saps so many of life and energy. I was thinking today about the different uses of the word "delivery" and the many different ways I've delivered or had something delivered to me just in the past 48 hours. From our primary doctor two days ago, the news she delivered that Butch had 2 new symptoms of a rash and high blood pressure, were upsetting. In the doctor's office yesterday, he had to deliver us the news that, "the scans were a little worse", with growth in a couple of places of the tumour. While visiting Blake's school this morning, I carried in the packs of newpapers, that all of the students had passed by, and delivered them to my friends in the office. Moments later, I was at the not-yet-open library, and carried their four bags of papers up the brick walk and left them at the door. Then, back at Vanderbilt for chemo, two nurses were talking about their delivery dates, weeks apart. It dawned on me how different the weight of all of those issues are, the simplest being merely delivering a newspaper which is usually filled with nothing but bad news. Maybe it would be better to not deliver them!

I feel it is my duty to deliver to you news of Butch's condition. His spirits are strong and he smiles a lot. He is a fighter and a man with great faith. Those are all good things. The delivery of news that his tumour has grown is not good. The growth is "minor" but still is a concern, with the core of it changing in shape. So, we began a new round of chemo today. An appointment meant to begin at 7:30 didn't start until 10:15...waiting on the delivery of orders that just wouldn't come! As one of the drugs was being delivered into Butch's vein, he had an adverse reaction and they had to stop the infusion and go to "Plan B". Plan B ended at about 3:30 making it a horribly long day.

On future deliveries, Butch has been listening to music and planning his next projects, including a comedy release whose working title is "Pluckin' on the Classics" sure to be delivered with lots of his famous tone. He has not yet put brush to canvas but has a very clear idea of the paintings he wants to do and is preparing stencils to use for them and says that "as soon as it warms up", he'll be at it. He has been to hear some great shows lately, among them Nickel Creek's Farewell Show and Classical Guitarist Marco Fieri. After that show, Butch and friends were evacuated into the basement of Jason's Deli while Blake and I huddled in our makeshift bomb shelter at home due to the delivery of a tornado to Nashville.
From Ghoulies and ghosties and long leggity beasties and things that go "bump" in the night, Lord deliver us!

We are still enjoying notes and letters and visits from many of you. Some have dropped away but I hope you will visit soon. Please keep in touch with us and please keep sending us your bracelet photos. The support from all of you has been amazing, whether you have helped with our kitchen re-do, brought us food or books or music or just come to visit, it all means the world to us. The benefit in Seattle with John Reischman (2008 Juno award nominee) and friends at Dusty Strings was a great success as was the benefit Thursday night before the opening of SPGMA, hosted by Jesse McReynolds and his lovely wife, Joy. Without that support, we wouldn't be where we are today.

I am trying to get back to my work designing invitations and stationery. I am working on some very exciting projects here in Nashville, a couple of weddings and a few invites where I can be as creative as I want for a special audience. I hope to deliver all jobs on time, knowing it's important to keep on plugging.

I am reminded of a funny little quote I knew as a child. Always loving letter writing (maybe one reason I got into the stationery business), this was one of those goofy little things like "SWAK" (Sealed with a kiss) that we used to write on our envelopes. With a giant "D" on the left, there was a column of words on the right so all together it went something like this...D-liver D letter D sooner D better, D later D letter, D madder D getter! I wonder now if the postman ever read it!

Thanks for reading my dribble and for the blessings of your friendships that fill our tanks. Happy Leap Year!

Love,
Sinclair

re simmers
Feb-29-2008, 8:51pm
I'm praying for you and your family.

Bob

Skip Kelley
Mar-01-2008, 6:11am
God bless your family! You are in my prayers!

Ken Berner
Mar-01-2008, 6:16am
Please know that prayers are heard . . . and that there is hope in the Lord. Your entire family is being continually lifted up. I pray for healing most of all, but also for encouragement and strength to endure the journey. May God bless you.

JEStanek
Mar-01-2008, 6:38am
I hope you continue to find the blessings in life Sinclair, including your work and Butch's projects. I'll keep all of you in my prayers.

Jamie

Mark Walker
Mar-01-2008, 6:47am
Ditto to what's been said and what will be offered - including my (and your Mandolin Cafe' family's) continued prayers for health, peace, recovery, and blessings.

Thanks for the update Sinclair, and all good things to you, Butch and Blake.

Kbone
Mar-01-2008, 7:30am
Wonderful news !

DorothyD
Mar-01-2008, 8:29am
Thank you for writing this latest chapter in your journey, Sinclair. Life certainly is an up and down path. You are doing such a wonderful job in keeping us all informed about Butch. May God give you and Butch and Blake all the strength you need to get through this part of your journey.
S.W.A.K.

Dorothy

fatt-dad
Mar-01-2008, 10:36am
Sinclair, Not too sure about your gift for designing stationary, but you really have gift for writing! To you and Butch, hang in there.

f-d

CES
Mar-01-2008, 7:56pm
Sinclair and Butch,

I continue to pray for your "deliverance" from the ordeal you're living through...while we're all still praying for a miracle, remember (though it's hard), that the miracle may not necessarily be a cure, but rather continued time together that may not have been possible without the spirit and faith you both possess, as well as the care of the staff at Vandy. Despite your pain and frustration, which are totally justifiable and emotions you should certainly freely express (though I know your class makes that hard to do), continue to cherish your time together, your new adventures and projects, and let's hope they just keep on coming! And if delivering the papers bums you out, get someone else to do it for you:p

With hope and praise,

Chuck

drtombibey
Mar-02-2008, 10:29am
Butch,

I wear my BTFB bracelet every day. I deal with a lot of folks outside the music world and they often ask what it means. I tell 'em your story and to buy some of your CDs. Keep us posted on your status and recordings.

Dr. B

Crowder
Mar-02-2008, 4:16pm
These are special times--enjoy them all. Best regards sent to all the Baldassaris.

BTW please tell Butch that I recently learned "Consider This" and shared it with my bandmates. They'd never heard the tune and it really knocked them out. What a great riff!

Caleb
Mar-02-2008, 4:43pm
Butch --

I have no idea what it's like to walk in your shoes or go through this. #All I can say is that I do care and though we've never met, I pray for you like you are my friend. #May comfort, peace and healing all be yours. #

Sinclair -- I was so surprised to receive a CD in the mail recently with a couple more bracelets. #THANK YOU. #You did not have to do that but I am really enjoying the CD. #Butch's playing is fabulous, as usual. #

Hang on to HOPE.

"With God all things are possible" - Matt 19:26

Sincerely,

-calebmorris

jaco
Mar-02-2008, 6:23pm
Heartfelt prayers for the Baldassari family in this difficult time. God be with you.

Mark Walker
Mar-02-2008, 8:33pm
Sinclair & Butch - just a follow up to my post from earlier.

At our church service today, the Gospel was about Jesus performing miracles - specifically where he made a paste out of his saliva and clay, placed it on the eyes of a blind man, and the man regained his sight.

Our pastor's sermon expanded on miracles, and how those of us with faith engage in additional prayers for miracles to be granted - as we're doing for you Butch. #He went on to reflect about a member of our sister parish who had been fighting a specific kind of cancer. #This man even consulted with a surgeon who had developed a specialized surgical procedure for this cancer type. #He was told by the surgeon, "There is nothing I can do for you; the operation won't work as the cancer has progressed too far."

As our prayers intensified, a miracle did indeed occur. #On his next visit to the doctor, his cancer had regressed. #Within a few weeks, it had regressed to the point where the surgeon indicated he could perform the surgery. #He did so, and now our fellow parishioner's cancer is in full remission. #
The surgeon has said, "I cannot medically explain what happened; I've never seen anything like this before. #I can only presume it's a miracle." #

We'll all continue to pray that such a miracle be granted to you, with a return to full health.

Hang in there and keep the Faith. #(We know you are!)